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I'll Break It Myself

from Who Wants Demos? by Bad Times

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You'll notice I (Diego) sing the word "deserving" twice while the lyrics say "or a person worth preserving" and we honestly just didn't catch my mistake, enjoy it while you can before I fix it in the final cuts!

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Wake up, that mirror is like a prison
I want to kill everyone in it
I hate the way he fucking fakes his smile
Like he isn't in some sort of denial
Of his insecurities, his flaws
He thinks that no ones noticed it at all
What a god damn liar he is to think
He's the only one who sees

A scared kid with no direction, and lost sense of all affection
A cold heart that seems inviting but everyone can see he's fighting
Him self every day of every year he's so scared to be here
Facing himself alone as sorrow starts to feel like home

Beats up himself like it'll make his skin thicker or help him get his way
A self deprecating bastard he wants to live his whole life plastered
So reliant on intoxication as if it were the only medication
For the shit he feels inside, that asshole hates his life

A scared kid with no direction, and lost sense of all affection
A cold heart that seems inviting but everyone can see he's fighting
Him self every day of every year he's so scared to be here
Facing himself alone as sorrow starts to feel like home

When I finally break that glass, make sure his shit doesn't last
Will you be there to watch me pick up the pieces
Will you see what I grow from? Will you see what I've become?
Still scared I'm so afraid, to even speak my name
Don't think that I'm deserving or a person worth preserving
Leave me alone so i know what I've chose

To be a scared kid with no direction I lost sense of all affection
My cold heart might seem inviting but I'm constantly fighting
Off everyone every year I'm to scared to stay here
I'll face myself alone with sorrow that now is my home

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from Who Wants Demos?, released December 19, 2019
Drums - Kevin
Bass - Chandler
Guitar/Vocals - Diego

Written by Bad Times
Lyrics by Diego

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